jaeji dan jung... part 2

jaeji lagi jalan-jalan di seoul.. jaeji udah nyelesein sekolahnya di chungnam [kebalik da yah.. kudunya dari chungnam nuntut ilmu ke seoul.. maap udah kagok dari awal cerita gitu].. waakakakak... okeh back to topic.. nah jaeji kan udah sampe lagi di seoul.. terus jaeji jalan-jalan sama Sam .. Sam adalah anjing Samoyed milik jaeji... pas lagi jalan-jalan,, tiba-tiba.. Jaeji menangkap sesosok tubuh yang sangat ia kenal.. yang selalu Jaeji berusaha lupakan.. yang selalu ingin Jaeji kubur segala memori nya.. memang bisa,, Jaeji sudah melupakan dia.. tetapi kalo ketemu langsung, yaa... hati Jaeji yang udah ngubur semuanya tiba-tiba seperti ada yang ngegali lagi.. perlahan Jaeji ngerasa hatinya sakit lagi.. walo sedikit.. yap! orang yang Jaeji lihat adalah Jung! pria yang udah ngelepasin Jaeji tanpa kabar...

Jung lagi jalan sama cewenya yang baru waktu tanpa sengaja papasan sama Jaeji.. Jaeji cuma tersenyum aja ngeliat mereka berdua.. tanpa mereka tau kalo hati Jaeji mulai terasa sakit lagi karena inget betapa susahnya ia dulu pengen pergi jalan-jalan di depan umum sama Jung.. pngen gandengan tangan sama Jung didepan umum tanpa takut sama gosip.. Jaeji udah nunggu lama untuk itu.. but see! cewe lain yang akhirnya dapet kesempatan itu! hiks.. jaeji menangis dalam hati.. air matanya Jaeji udah kering buat Jung.. tapi hatinya masih terus menangis kalo liat Jung sama pacarnya secara langsung.. Jung juga cuma say hi doank sama Jaeji pas ketemu tanpa sengaja itu.. untung ada Sam si anjing putih yang nemenin Jaeji.. jadi Jaeji ga autis sendirian.. hehe... Jung leos aja sama cewenya.. tinggalah Jaeji sama Sam si anjing~ dalam hati Jaeji pengen nemuin Jung sekali lagi buat ngeberesin semua masalah hatinya.. buat denger semuanya secara langsung dari mulut Jung.. bukan dari sms seperti yang dulu...tapi Jaeji masih ragu.. ragu buat tiba-tiba ungkit semuanya.. takut kecewa denger jawaban Jung.. takut air matanya yang udah kering tiba-tiba dioplos sama air laut asin lagi... tapi, Jaeji ngerasa ga tenang dan hatinya selalu berontak tiap Jaeji ke seoul.. maklum lah.. Seoul tempat kenangan mereka berdua.. walo ga pernah jalan-jalan bareng.. tapi kan kisa Jaeji dan Jung terjadi di Seoul...

Jaeji jalan sambil mikir gimana baiknya... terus Jaeji masuk ke toko CD,, anggep aja disctara~ disctara saat itu lagi muterin lagu-lagunya Beiber.J alias si Justin Bibir seksoi.. nih lagunya

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me,
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working cause you know that

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

Ooooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

(Holding your hand)
That should be me
(The one making you laugh (oh baby oh))
That should be me

That should be me
(Giving you flowers)
That should be me
(Talking for hours)
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never should've let you go
That should be me

PAS GILA! semuanya sungguh THAT SHOULD BE ME! harusnya Jaeji yang pegangan tangan sama Jung! harusnya Jaeji yang bikin ketawa Jung... harusnya Jaeji yang dicium Jung! harusnya Jaeji yang beliin kado'' buat Jung! harusnya Jaeji yang ngobrol berjam-jam sama Jung! pengennya Jaeji nyanyiin tuh lagu depan Jung... gimana yah kisah Jaeji sama Jung selanjutnya? apa Jaeji bakal nemuin Jung sekali lagi buat nanya semua? buat nyelesein pertanyaan yang menggunung di hati Jaeji selama 2 taun belakangan ini? buat sekadar jadi kepuasan tersendiri di hati Jaeji? hayooo... simak terus kisahnya.. 

Btw... cerpennya jadi cerbung nih.. heheheh... buat yang belom baca awal kisah Jaeji dan Jung.. cekidot disini.. http://cotashijaejoong.blogspot.com/2011/01/cerpen-pecundang-sejati.html